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I woke up in the morning feeling a little different. The world seems to be so wonderful. All my problems, worries as well as any other concerns simply disappeared. I felt a strong but comforting vibration in my whole body, especially in my chest. I felt like I am in LOVE with the whole world around me. 
The Awakening
to
The Voice of ONE
It was Wednesday, August 13, 1997.
I think, this must be another euphoria that I have experienced every now and then lately. Only this time it was a little stronger. I went to the office as usual, and I felt so happy doing everything I need to do. That morning, everything went so well as if everything got done by itself without me putting any effort. At lunch break, I didn't go for lunch but went on-line to download my emails and to read them. I had some discussions going on at the Bridge-L mailing list.
While writing my email, suddenly I got goose-bumps all over me, and I felt a very strong vibrations in and around me. And then there was a kind of 'split' within my consciousness. I was fully conscious and aware of sitting in front of my PC punching the keyboard, while another part of me have flown away, fusing into a huge ball of brilliant light.
I felt connected to my tiny little self, that was sitting in my office, as well as to myriad of other things with no specific forms, locations nor time frames. Everything was so blurred and diffused. Nothing has a particular identity. It was like an ocean of light, where there is no distinctions between one particle of light from the other, but I felt the strong connections with ALL THERE IS.
And something have been revealed to me:
There are so many emotional and thought patterns within me, accumulated through out my life. They are my life experiences, a rich collections of memories. And it is up to me, which patterns I want to 'energize', and I will be in that mood.
I feel that this physical body, equipped with the emotional and thought patterns is just a vessel, which can be used to act and re-act in a certain way, that is needed in facing a certain situation.
I just realized that I am not rigidly tight up to a certain pattern within it. I feel the freedom to choose, in what mood I want to be. I can be happy, I can be sad, even I can feel depressed, but I am detached!
I've known "detachment" for quite a long time, but the whole time it was only a mental concept. Today, I feel I have flown away. What is in this body, is just a tiny part of me. It is my instrument, my tools in relating to this physical world.
This euphoria lasted about three days. And in that state of being, there is nothing to know, nothing to be understood, and nothing to be explained. It was just simply BE. And everything is in a perfect bliss.
It is only this little tiny aspect, this physical body, and it's emotions, thoughts and a little ego, who identified itself as Pramana, that needs to differentiate things. It needs to put labels or identifications on every fragmented parts of the whole. It needs to have some explanations, it needs to know and to understand.
Once the euphoria is over, the first thing this little mind needs to know, is of course "What is this huge ball of brilliant light?". This little mind needs to put a label on it, knowing that whatever label is put on, it will not be the perfect description. The closest label, was perceived in a dream a few week earlier.
It is :
That huge ball of brilliant light seems like what some others described as "The Great Central Sun".
Yes!, but there is something within me saying that it might lead to a misconceptions. If there is a central Sun, there must be other Suns, Planets and everything else beside and outside the central Sun. This Great Ball of Brilliant Light IS ALL THERE IS, - everything included.
"The Voice of ONE" is definitely a better description in the following line of understanding:
And once the WORD is spoken, there will be
"THE VOICE".
The Equality and Oneness of All
First message from The Voice of ONE
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